I miss him so much! Will i ever see him ever again? Does he miss me?

i miss him sooo much. I just wish i could coudle with him one more time. Just be held in his arms. Are songs came on. Freebird-lynered skinnered.. But i busted in tears when dirt road anthem-colt ford feat. Jason aldean when i came on. I rember first day of school on the bus he was my nabor. Best friends. We lived on a dirt road. Grassy fild. We would go fishn everyday. We had so much in comman. He lost his dad, i lost my lil bro and momma. We always had each outhers back. When his dad died we sat by the lake and i held him while he cryed. He was my first kiss. First love. He told me he loved me last day got to c him. I have no wy to commuicate. He told me he loves the sound of my voice, the way my hair flows in the air, my sea green eyes. He told me he loves my personality, the way i wear shorts with boots when we go fishn'. He loved the way the spark went in the air when he kissed me. Im 13 and he 14. I wonder if he thinks about me anymore.? Plz reply