Help what happening to me?? SSRI?

can someonehelp me please, this all started when i tried getting off prozac 6-7months ago . i stoopped it because i got a rash from it and since then i have basicly been i hell. i cant think straight, i have new symptoms every day basicly just when i think ive gotte better somthign new happens. i habe muscle tightness all over ym face, , i cant understand anythign i read and i am i college graduate. i cant remmeber anything eithther. totally numb. im 27 yrs old i want ot go to nursing school and get married and have a family but with the wy thign sare goign i dont know what will happen to me. im not really living im just existing at this point. i used to be a really well liked girl now i barley have any friends left i dont know who i am, or whats happened t me. i cant understand people or whats going on half the time. someon please help me. i wont go on another ssri. they have ruined my life. i used to be really socially do well, now i cant even function. some one plese tell me whats happeneign to me and how long this is supposed t last.